Just because it burns doesn't mean you're gonna die

Dicen que el suicidio es el acto más egoísta que puede cometerse.. No es más egoísta pedirle a esa persona que siga con ese dolor insoportable que lo llevó hasta el límite?

I am damaged at best

Memories are dangerous things. You turn them over and over, until you know every touch and corner, but still you’ll find an edge to cut you

But maybe there's no making it now

No one wants to be the person who is made fun of for caring too much about something, who treats in earnest a situation that everyone else considers absurd. Even in personal relationships, feeling too heavily invested while simultaneously understanding that the other person couldn’t be more detached is one of the most profound feelings of embarrassment we can experience. Because it isn’t simply the embarrassment of making a mistake or a poor choice, it’s a shame over the kind of human being you are and how you see the world around you. To be shamed for your sincerity is to be reminded that you are dependent on something which is not dependent on you — that you are, once again, vulnerable.